VALENTINE'S BEING VALENTINE'S

     VALENTINE'S DAY , is what many think as a day for Lovers but me on the other hand thinks that this day is for everyone who loves someone, let it be towards parents, siblings or friends, it's still the same feeling of love.

     Valentine's is what most of us wait for just to show our love to each other and me being the same as most of them, longed for this day just to show my loved ones how much I LOVE THEM n how much I treasure their presence in my life. Although there are many other days to do this 14th February seem to be the Best day.

     Me, being a Libran, LOVES LOVE, love being in love and love being loved. All I need in my life is LOVE, all I ever want is Love, all I ever need is Love, Love and Love. I Love seeing others in Love and Love being in Love.

     Today, was never like my previous Valentine's. Although I just stayed at home , receiving Valentine messages and calls from Loved ones made me feel Loved and made me feel Valentine's. Of course I did send out messages to all who ever made it to my heart, but the reply I got from all of it made me feel special. All i ever yearn for was to love others and to be loved in return and today I realise that I've always been Loved just not knowing it.

     It made me wonder, why do many wait for such a day to express their love when they have 365 days to do so. I realise that I must not wait for such a day to say it but to just do so when I feel like it, when I still have the chance to, keeping in mind those stories that I read stating not to delay telling your Loved ones how much you love them or it might be soon too late.

     Today, taught me the Irony of life. I was in love with a guy previously for about 4 years, and for all those 4 years I've yearn to have a nice Valentine together. It never happen, but I did understand as we were both in a distance, he studying about 300 kms away and I studying back home. Being young at that time, all we could do was talk on the phone and that was better than nothing. I recently broke up with him, staying friends. Today, I had dinner with that same guy but just in a different r/ship - friends. The Irony is when I wanted it so much I didn't get it and when I didn't want it I was able to get it, very Ironic right.

     I thought that being single would made me feel less Loved but today taught me, that I'm always being loved, all the time although I'm single or not.

"VALENTINE'S 2008 HAS NEVER BEEN BETTER"

" I LOVE YOU, LOVE "

What A day!!!

Today - started of well. . . went for claz as usual after that had an appoint with my cousin sister - to take her for her interview since she dont really know much abt KL. . . . im De reliable one la. . .hmm. . . so i waited for her at KL Central. . . she came after work n we had to go to A building opposite Istana hotel. . . tats a place i wont forget. . . i n my fren Got LOST finding the Hotel when it wuz actually so near to the MONORAIL. . . wuz freaking pissed with myself at tat time. . . we took a big round to get thr. . . damn. . .

Ok. . . lets get back to this story k. . . so v took the monorail n got down at RAJA CHULAN. . . found the place correctly but wuz too early - My cousin called the lady  n the lady said that it wuz too early - n asked us to go have a drink. . . v decided to have our dinner n got back at 7.45 for theinterview. . . but the lady wuz not thr she asked us to go up to the 6th FLR. . . thats when v realised tat it wuz not an interview but a product briefing - HERBAL LIFE . . . my cuz SABRINA wuz so PISSED. . .n then v came back without attending it. . . well looking on the bright side - v have not hang out together for quite a long time. . . so anyhow v had a great time together. . .

On the KTM back to KLG. . . i tot of sleeping but thr wuz a guy ENTERTAININ us all the way till. . . im not sure whr. . .forgot adi larr. . . n it wuz fun. . . i wuz also admiring a BABY  - so cute, adorable, felt like carrying but SCARED to ask the mum. . . n then got home n now having a BACK PAIN frm carrying my heavy bag . . .n LEG PAIN frm walking a lot. . . i need more rest . . .

OH THE MOST IMPORTANT THING I FORGOT TO TELL - I FAILED TWO PAPERS N ONLY PASSED I PAPER. . . IM GRATEFUL FOR ATLEAST PASSING ONE. . . SO SAD THAT I NOW HAVE TO RESIT TAT PAPERS AGAIN. . . I REALLY NEED TO CONCENTRATE N STUDY PROPERLY LARR THIS TIME. . . OR NOT MY DAD WILL KILL ME. . . I TOLD HIM TODAY VIA SMS. . .BUT DUNNO WATS GONNA HAPPEN  - HAVE TO WAIT TILL HE GETS HOME LATER. . . OH GOD HAVE MERCY ON ME. . .